does it ever end, should it?

another hospital

another clusterfuck of family dysfunctional dynamics
ith
another set of things i never needed to know

why is the right thing so hard, exhausting? is anything really ever the right choice?

so many people in need, so desperately, angry and hurt and shiiiit

i'm just so exhausted

every one is so exhausted
were can we recover
where can we find respite

and of course, who will care for me,

poorly, resentfully, erratically, unreliably, and with ever decreasing presence